It was complicated, the many emotions I felt when I was around you. You made me happy, you made me mad. You made me love you made me hate. You made me laugh, and you made me cry. It was to much for me to handle, so I ran, ran away from you, ran away from my feelings, ran away from my life.

            I wonder if you still think about me. I know I still think about you, every day you cross my mind. I still wish you were here, though I know we could never be. We never were, but I was a dreamer. I prayed endlessly that someday we would be together, but now I know it will never happen. We would never survive together. It would all be too complicated.

            Dreams are a waste of time.