Feelings

The feelings I hold within

Are different from the people I know

We are the same on the outside

But different on the inside

Where it matters

The heart and soul

They hold happiness and love in their hearts

While mine holds sadness and pain

Their souls are free and soaring

While mine is locked tight away

The thoughts they hold in their minds

Are full of fun

And living life to it’s fullest

While the thoughts in my mind

Are full of hurt and despair

They have so many memories

Full of fun and wonderful times

While the memories I hold within

Are full of hatred and made of stone

The people I know

They don’t understand me

They don’t know about the things I say and do

They don’t understand

The pain I’ve been through

It’s been so long

Since I have felt

Any kind of happiness in my heart

There are many times when I have given up

Yet there is always something there

It keeps me alive and still going

Even if it not what I want

I hear the voice of the one that I love

Calling out to me

Saying one day we will meet

And then he will help me to see

That there will always be a second choice

And if I already know

He will help me to realize

That one would be better for me