I say I hate you while the anger builds up in my heart, but I don’t mean it. I say to stay the fuck out of my life when I’m scared, (mostly of myself) but I don’t mean it. I hurt you, and I make you cry, but I didn’t mean to.

            I’m sorry I hang around you and talk about you as if you are my friend. I’m sorry you hate me and want nothing to do with me. I’m sorry I’m such a horrible person.

            I’m sorry I worry you if I’m not were I say I’ll be. I’m sorry you have to hear me complain. I’m sorry you can’t understand. I’m sorry you hurt.

I’m sorry I didn’t mean it.

I love you I mean it.